.Saintanic.

Close Down

2006-10-16T13:19:00.000-07:00

hmmm..this is the last post! im closing this down.. totally no time to update,therefore i dont wanna keep my fans in suspense. haha! sorry guys!

N level is over. Out of house now. Dyed my hair! DAMN NICE!! i think..cos i like it. hehe.

Do take care yeah everybody!
Hail.\m/

zZz

2006-10-03T22:46:00.000-07:00

woops..da lamer tk update! hahaha! anyway n levels started 2 days ago. going on well.. science english math paper all over..tmro's literature..gone case..-.- hahaha! anyway, LATER GOT JOB INTERVIEW!! WOO! AT NIGHT SAFARI..HAHAA! so far right..zZz i know that too.. lol alright gotta go! bubbbyyee!!

bored..new look?

2006-09-13T07:48:00.000-07:00

hello people..sorry din update much..really nothing much did happen recently other than those fucking prelims which really made me tired and groggy..haha..

today's e math paper was okay la.. Paper 1 when i saw 24 questions i thought that was already fucking bad.. den i realise paper 2 was worse..even though there's only 12 questions.. but i almost fainted(fake la,have a sense of humour)when i saw the paper..the first 2 page all i could see was words much much more than numbers.. super long..like using composition to solve questions sia..

damn damn damn lengthy.. almost slept..but i forced myself to rush cos i know that if i ever fall asleep in that air conditioned place with such a perfect table with perfect height.. i can sleep 1 hour straight..which i cant afford to lose!! therefore, thats de reason why im like so fucking tired now..

it just came to me when i was watching "Unholy Confession" by avenged sevenfold. then i remembered..i needed a new look after my N's! i've thought bout it! and i wont tell anyone..wahahaha! let it be a surprise~~ hahaha i think most of you will be shocked... not sure.

alright la..one hint..the colour will be purple.. =x.. highlighted..not fully purple..yeah
other than that..just wait..one day i'll show you! =)

off to my lovely sleep now!!!gooood night!

Love you lil girl.. =x
hahaha

Hail.

tired...

2006-09-06T08:31:00.000-07:00

wa knn..today is a fucking tired and sports day..haha!

Early in the morning 8 - 12 : Play basketball at 244 with ah pang all.

Den 12-1 : had lunch at the 1.50 chicken rice there. not bad sia the rice.haha

den 1 - 4 : was at Swimming Complex with ah pang , weiliang and boon kiat.

lastly 4 - 10 : at 244 with everybody , chatted play bball , play soccer , smoke and stuffs

Let me tell you a story when i was at Jurong East Complex. (my blog good right? everytime got story.haha!) Okay first we went to the Lazy river.. cos we wanted to wait for the wave thingy can go make people capsize. just then we saw 5 girls,okay la quite hot la just that figure got problem. so we decided to kajiao them first.(sorry syg.. >.<) no evil intention tho. =D den suddenly we lost sight of them,just nice the wave started so we rushed to the wave pool.. relax relax den we saw THEM! hahaha! got chance already! just den i accidentally kicked a guy cos ah cake push me..-.- den he said in a very gay tone.. "hey guys,did you notice that you all kicked me?"

den i replied.."har? really ah..sorry lor" den we swam away. just when we were going to kajiao those girls again..we say de gay and his friends which obviously is supposedly gay too. =x making friends with them..=_= so we sian diao and decided to retreat to the shallowest part of the place just to lie down and tan for a while. they were tanning and i decided to just sit down and day dream..suddenly the girls came over..and the sexiest one said this to me.."hey sexy!"

SIAN NOT I WANT THE! BUT IM JUST REALLY HOT. LOL!!!!!!

yeah then the girl said.."we thought that you're hot so we came over to make friends." P.S the thought doesn't mean they regret coming over..as in like they think that i am hot and indeed i am.. =x hahaha!

but they destroyed my castle which i was building in the air! so i din really bother bout them altho i was looking for some "run lights" =x =x =x hahaha! yeah and den they said bye and went away..din really bother..such girls are flirty..don't like! haha!

since then...weiliang they all started teasing me.."eh ure hot sia...so hot..need ice?" =_= i totally never sian diao..all the way till night sia..haha!

Yeap thats the story.wanna know the morale of the story?

The morale is: Never wear sexy when ure in a complex

Moral 2 is: If you think ure hot,den don go to complex.go sentosa. LOL!

lastly!: don kick gays...they're fierce.. >< haha!

alright i gotta go now! fucking tired already..gonna...just...just...just... lay on the bed..and...just........ sleeeeeeep....

good night!
love you syg!
Hail.

happy / sad

2006-09-05T05:43:00.000-07:00

yesterday 4th september was one of the happiest day! its the end of a bitter ending and a start of a new beginning!heh2 SYG!! LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH!!! =D thanks for giving us a chance again!

alright den today... went to meet syg after listening compre.. went to her place..( somehow or not her place) aiya wadever la... suddenly!! de landlord father come back..den kena chase out.LOL! say we kissing when we weren;t kissing at all!! stupid feellloooww!!

den went back to school for the fucking ss paper..damn pissed off!!! lucky i got study merger and separation!! BUT I NO TIME FINISH LAST QUESTION!! KNN!!! 10 marks sia! waaaa!! fucking pissed!! ouh well,its over already..thank lord no more ss! but still got lit. grr!

gotta go! bye!
love you syg!
hail.

wow

2006-09-02T08:45:00.000-07:00

hmm..nice kan? it was edited by ash.! thanks so much! LOVE YOU!! haha!

nothing much done today.went to downtown in the morning for the And1 3on3 comp. jiaxiang they all lost 3 rounds straight..altho they lost quite badly but it was rather entertaining too. =x haha! nobody would ever guess to see airpork so soon in singapore.. BUT I DID! haha!

ah pang .. ah pang .. why you so violent? almost got into fight sia..haha!

after that went back to 244, wore a super professional jersey suit. National Team Player's basketball shorts and Tong Whye Dragon top.wow..so pro.. many people diao me sia.. feel so high.haha! shots became so accurate all of a sudden..haha!

went home with wj at bout 9 plus,he came to take his bag cos he tonned over at my place yesterday..haha! after that studied SS for a while..tuesday the paper already sia.. i dono how badly will i die..lol..sians..

now im drinking my herbal tea..going to sleep soon..tmro still got a math tuition..fuck it..1130Am somemore..so early!!

gotta go now. byebye!

Hail.

fucked up

2006-08-28T01:35:00.000-07:00

went to school early in the morning in a happy mood. smoked and stuffs den went inside school

after assembly went back to class for one hour of math lessons.during this 1 hour..it is the worse that 1 would ever wants to have. took out my phone checked for messages.saw 1 new message.was happy like siao..

no one could have expected that..the supposed to be happy message turned out to be a disaster to me.. i sat down quietly... din know wad to do..moody , ap , bad mood wad ever..i just couldn't describe myself at that point of time.. after that few messages... it came to an end.. so fast..really...so damn fast.. everything was still so well yesterday..chatting and stuffs..and the c4 just exploded in front of my face when i thought the war was over...

BULLSHIT! it wasn't..seriously injured..no medics.. laid down as hails of bullets came diving into me.. wad has happened...

Its been such a long time since i felt love already.. but it lasted less then a month..retribution? i suppose so..but i dont give a damn!

This is a lesson learnt.. Never Take Love For Serious Unless Your Really Sure Bout It.

Guys and girls aware.. These 3 words.."i love you" are total bullshits.. don get too soft hearted when this 3 venomous words come flying to you. PROVE IT! don just say it.

Therefore..Love Sucks..

Back to my previous lifestyles.. where everything was fun..i din have to bother bout anything other den handphone bills.. suppose its the starting of another new beginning..

i shall not concentrate on anything else...fuck N levels.. i don give a damn..to hell with my life..no matter wad im still gonna die..its just a matter of time and the way i die.. no point frustrating bout that..

Priority now is to concentrate on the band..BloodPiss. don worry guys.. i'll get the band line up and stuffs by the end of this month..and we'll go jamming during octobers alright?

BloodPiss - Nymphetamine
- Her Ghost in the fog
- Hallowed Be Thy Name
- Paint it Black
- Darkest Red
- Eyes Sewn Shut
- Nemesis

guys...practice time! main focus for now is Nymphetamine. perfect it. and off we go! a perfect start-up for a wonderful band of hatred.!

all Reign Satanas
666
\m/

fuck Off.Bitch

lol

2006-08-26T08:34:00.000-07:00

LOL! finally update my blog!sorry la..nothing much happened.except something that strengthened my relationship.heh2

anyway,today actually nothing much the la. just that heard from shyam today that he is going to dance hip hop for teacher's day in his ITE..i never hear already on the spot.."HAR?! WHAT THE FUCK!" wah!

best part.."eh where ah? i wanna follow leh. =x" LOL! den followed him to meet his friends at toh guan. saw the dance steps..not bad la..just that no energy and everybody like jellyfish..=x wei qin's gang member..LOL!!!

den after that went to meet lian khai and friends at andrew's house there play basketball..super shock tio..Today is the first time i saw a pro girl basketballer..she's good la.her fakes and her basics..very well trained..SP school team sia..lol but her leg..super poor thing..3 ligament torn.. got screw inside her leg..-_-..so sad..

den walked home with lian khai all..since they wanted to go prawning..-_-..at chinese garden there..they seriously bo liao one..lol

now damn tired..just waiting for syg's reply... no message..hope she's fine.

alright thats all for today! lastly! show you a picture that i took cos i was rather bored at home earlier in the day .. =x comments k!

nice nice nice? LOL face quite stupid..=x

sians

2006-08-17T06:28:00.000-07:00

bad mood bad mood...

wad you get when you mixed frustration and moody together?
Ans: Super frustration-cum-moody day.

since morning till now..which is like 930.haven even got in contact with syg.dono wad happened..
working? or somthing happened..cant help worrying..hais..

going to start studying soon altho i know i cant start..but i only can try..promised syg i'll try my best to go sec 5.and i'll try...

today wasn't a really good day..basketball off form.din get to execute my plan today.fucking fucked up..

if i really know who the person is..i really wish i could beat the daylights outta him.but i cant.i don wanna get into any other further troubles...so whoever who stole my phone..good luck to you huh..

i roughly know who the culprit is and i'm just gonna keep mum bout it.tmro i'll get to know everything.even if shun da don bring de phone i'll go over to his place to check it even if i had to miss my tuition classes.really don bother anymore.

Shun da..don wanna get into trouble..just don keep me in suspense and keep giving me trouble..too many things happening in my mind i don wanna lose it in front of everybody and embarass you..i really dont want to..i cant get myself into anymore trouble or i'll really go to ITE this time..hais..im really damn frustrated..i don't know wad to do..

syg..i need you..=(

gotta go now..i'll post if anything goes on..wish me good luck.
syg..contact me as long as you see this..don care wad tyme..provided you get to see this before anything happens to me..

miss you loads.
183

Hail.

boring

2006-08-14T08:13:00.000-07:00

today nothing much la.just that school started later den before.1030...

after that went to little india with KH and Xiang. cos kh wanted to settle his bill problem.lmao suay fellow.really damn suay sia. play cheat also can get caught one lor.

after that went back to 244.play basketball a while den went to jurong point. got myself another zippo! =) show you picture when i find until my camera.LOL!

after that went home,study and now here i am msging syg and posting nothing interesting on the board.lol

alright la,im off alr.

love you syg.
miss ya loads. T_T

hail.

carnival day

2006-08-13T07:40:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS SCHOOL'S CARNIVAL DAY!

okay la it was not as boring as i thought it would be. disturbed a lot of girls =x
den anyhow throw stuff toy at strangers..=x

morning went to meet syg! so fun..! haha! kena lock out by wendy.hahaha!cute nyer
after that went to mac and eat den send her back. anyway syg,i was stubborn cos i cant bear to leave you at that point of time.i din wanna go to the carnival.but you were tired so yeah.

after that went back to school to meet xiang and kimhung. KH!! YOU LOOK SO CUTE WHEN YOUR BOTAK!!!! hahahaha! den we watched the live bands..so so so so so so damn disappointed.
timothy and i were discussing bout how we wished we were the ones there.haha!

after that went to mdm.aishah's store and sat with ah pang and gang.so fun! lelong lelong. pang and i came up with many many ideas to sell the puddings!

Examples of some ideas: Eat already from 30 become 18 ah!
Fat eat become Slim!
Guarantee Wife wont beat you at home went you eat it!
etc.

haha! it was rather fun doing the lelong thingy. >< den went to the primary basketball court to play basketball.or should i call it dunking ball.more of dunks den shots la.haha!

thrashed the team with less efforts.xD so cocky sia.hahaha! but it was really without effort.after that went back to the store.bought water and stuffs to eat. den continued to throw soft toys at strangers. >< saw many of my friends who already graduated from school.

all said this to me"wa muke fierce sia!" or "wa ah beng already ah"..
damn it! i din mean to look fierce but its just that at that point of time i wasn't smiling for you guys to see! haha! AND IM NOT AHBENG!zZz

ouh well.anyway..after the whole thing,went out before 5 with xiang,kelvin and kimhung to avoid doing the clean up.hehehe. clever huh? =x

den played basketball, everybody had a chance to hit the fan or the metal thingy.lol cos there's this kinda auction thingy happening.altho its over, but nobody cleared the thingy.but we din bother so we continued playing altho we know that we'll keep hitting the stuffs lying there.

after that had dinner with them and went back home.

reached home,study and now here i am! posting the happenings of today while waiting for the clock to strike 11pm so that i can watch MIAMI INK! haha!

nice nice nice show..thanks to sarah for introducing it to me.haha

p.s there were lots of smoking breaks in between the events but too draggy so din really type it down. =)

love you syg

Hail.

hais.

2006-08-11T09:10:00.000-07:00

hais.. syg is sick.... =(

worried bout her.. sad....

wasn't really on form today during basketball...extreme no mood...too many things in running through my mind..hais...

syg..take care loads load loads yeah?i'll meet you when your fine okay?

love you..

Hail.....

...

2006-08-10T08:02:00.000-07:00

hmm.today nothing much la.after national day everybody still having holiday mood.haha

overslept.tuition was at 10 i woke up at 10:40 and somemore was because my brother woke me up la!haha! if not..gone case..waste $22.50..sot..so expensive. after that went to library to study..or not? okay la..not study..but go there copy a lil homework.hahaha!

den reach home.had dinner.do homework and now im chatting with my syg.

syg..aku cinta pada mu.heh2

anyway.today was rather a boring day out. BUT! yesterday was gooooood!

went to wendy's house at 4 den went to meet ahkhai at chinese garden.after that went to entertainment to play pool with ahkhai while wendy is doing her project and syg helping her.

ahkhai won the first 3 games and became complacent. he said this to me before syg came in with wendy."wa,dixon haven win ah? ha..ha..ha.." i gave him that kinda look and said. you wait, i'll win.

just den,syg and wendy came in. WAHAHAHAHA MOTIVATION!!! in the end i won liankhai!
the score was!!! 5-3 wahahaha! i won 5 games straight after my syg came in do help with de project work wendy was doing.

see,de power of love.hahahaha! was rather pissed cos my handphone got stolen den cant take picture with syg.grr! but ouh well.let me ownself see can alr.hahaha!

after that we went to long john and waited for the others to join us while ahkhai went to cut hair....-_-

after that,we left for town at 8 plus going to 8:30 if im not wrong. just when the train reached clementi. dennis called me."hello dixon ah.you saw the fireworks?damn nice sia."

my first reaction was.."HAR! START ALREADY AH!"

dennis replied this "over already lo..."

so i was like. orh okay lo. den nevermind. so i told the others and they were like.har?really ah?okay lor.haha!

so we went to peninsula.so sian.den decided to go Sahara there to smoke SHEEEEESSHHHAA!!! haha! okay la.18 bucks not bad. for a few hours.syg had sore throat so cant take it. aww!haha!

syg later became a promoter for Sportade and Eno with Cold mineral water..=_= went arnd telling people that its very nice and good for health.hahaha!

and we drank vodka with coke,vodka with redbull and vodka with redbull and cigarettes ashes.
haha! its a good one people.you guys shud try it. altho the vodka wasnt tht strong tho.but its still kinda good. yeap

i had loads of fun yesterday.not cos it was national day.i don bother bout that.but its cos syg was there with me! =D

love you loads syg.
BYE!

Hail

bored

2006-08-03T08:47:00.000-07:00

hey people.now damn busy.finding keyboardist,guitarist and female vocalist for my band.

Anyone who knows of anybody who is interested in Black,Death or a lil of Gothic metal.and is able to be part of the band.Passion for music and is very committed to the band.Most Important.

so anybody who reads this or any of your friends are interested! please give me a call or message me! 97915709-dixon. thks very much.

one of our desired song.

Cradle of filth - "Her Ghost In The Fog"

"The Moon, she hangs like a cruel portrait
soft winds whisper the bidding of trees
as this tragedy starts with a shattered glass heart
and the Midnightmare trampling of dreams
But on, no tears please
Fear and pain may accompany Death
But it is desire that shepherds it's certainty
as We shall see..."

She was divinity's creature
That kissed in cold mirrors
A Queen of Snos
Far beyond compare
Lips attuned to symmetry
Sought Her everywhere
Dark liqoured eyes
An Arabian nightmare...

She shone on watercolours
Of my pondlife as pearl
Until those who couldn't have Her
Cut Her free of this World

That fateful Eve when...
The trees stank of sunset and camphor
Their lanterns chased phantoms and threw
An imquisitive glance, like the shadows they cast
On my love picking rue by the light of the moon

Putting reason to flight
Or to death as their way
They crept through woods mesmerized
By the taffeta Ley
Of Her hips that held sway
Over all they surveyed
Save a mist on the rise
(A deadly blessing to hide)
Her ghost in the fog

They raped left...
(Five men of God)
...Her ghost in the fog

Dawn discovered Her there
Beneath the Cedar's stare
Silk dress torn, Her raven hair
Flown to gown Her beauty bared
Was starred with frost, I knew Her lost
I wept 'til tears crept back to prayer

She'd sworn Me vows in fragrant blood
"Never to part
Lest jealous Heaven stole our hearts"

Then this I screamed:
"Come back to Me
I was born in love with thee
So why should fate stand inbetween?"

And as I drowned Her gentle curves
With dreams unsaid and final words
I espied a gleam trodden to earth
The Church bell tower key...

The village mourned her by the by
For She'd been a witch
their Men had longed to try
And I broke under Christ seeking guilty signs
My tortured soul on ice

A Queen of snow
Far beyond compare
Lips attuned to symmetry
Sought Her everywhere
Trappistine eyes
An Arabian nightmare...

She was Ersulie possessed
Of a milky white skin
My porcelain Yin
A graceful Angel of Sin

And so for Her...
The breeze stank of sunset and camphor
My lantern chased Her phantom and blew
Their Chapel ablaze and all locked in to a pain
Best reserved for judgement that their bible construed...

Putting reason to flight
Or to flame unashamed
I swept form cries
Mesmerized
By the taffeta Ley
Or Her hips that held sway
Over all those at bay
Save a mist on the rise
A final blessing to hide
Her ghost in the fog

And I embraced
Where lovers rot...
Her ghost in the fog

Her ghost in the fog

people who are interested go download this song.not interested also can download.=x
haha!

anyway,thks a lot people
gotta go now.

miss you loads baby.<3

Hail.

fun day

2006-08-01T06:25:00.000-07:00

today really had fun in school.hahaha.

it was during chinese lesson,ivan locked de front door by sticking a broom through the handle.so,everyone followed through.kept quiet,off the lights and the fans.

weijie and i took video of the teacher standing outside like one stupid asshole like that.LMAO

it was really damn funny.i also took videos of my classmates' acting.and to my surprise,they are really really good sia.LOL!

den,the teacher cried and went down to tell Terrence that we are not letting her in the class.=_= the best part she never even tried to open the locked door.LOL!

so,i kao bei with terrence for like 10mins,den she BWG(Bo wei gong) den went down.lmao

wad to do,im the dua pao wad. wahahaha!

afterthat,all de chinese pupils had to go down to the H.O.D room to be interrogated.i liked that tho,cos can skip 3 period of Emath. woo!

so we went down blow wind and chat chat.haha!in the end,terrence came up with a conclusion to say sorry to her.

i din't go cos i wasnt suppose to go.as the whole matter "wasnt our fault".hahaha.so i din bother.

my classmates did go up and tell her sorry tho.but she said this"i don want you all to apologize on the guys behalf,i want everybody to line up 1 row and apologize 1 by 1."

and natural reaction of sporty Normal acad students.they didn't say sorry and walked away.LOL!

good job guys!today was really a damn funny day.haha!alright la,gotta go study now.byebye.

Hail.

basic daily routines

2006-07-31T04:54:00.000-07:00

it seems like theres nothing much going on nowaday.so boring,somone make something happen in my life! argh.i only realise that next week got 3 days of holidays!wahahaha!

because of national day,speech day and one extra day for natioanl day.so happy.can sleep sleep sleep and sleep allll day long.woo!obvious i wont go for speech day thats why its 3 days for me.wahahaha!

going to have tuition later by my brother.zZz.i hate that tuition.so damn boring de.he like zombie like that.like yanping. lol!hor ping-er!lmao!

i miss her,where is she...

Hail.

Andrew's house

2006-07-28T11:58:00.000-07:00

zZz so sian..now at drew's house.ton with jiangie.help jiangie with his present for someone he love.hahaha

but he did like so many things lor.

Examples: Test tube with gel in it and writing her name
Carving wordings on Big Pebbles(Happy Birthday)
Hand made Cookies
Bought a Teddy Bear
and lastly,Clay made name with colours.

how sweet can he get,haiya. so gay.xD LOL! jk only jiangie.

today played basketball like almost the whole day.so damn tired now,but since jiangie need help so i help him lor since tmro i also got nothing to do ma.

aiya the cookies hao le, i gotta go settle it alr! bye.!

Hail.

Be yourself day pictures

2006-07-23T09:11:00.000-07:00

hey people, i finally got the pictures for Be yourself day. i promised to post it up yeah? so here it is! =D

thats yp and i,she don seem the least scared at at.noob face.haha

and thats my or not mine beautiful boots!

Punkistic! Blackmetalistic! too! haha

Culture Harmony? or racial Harmony? haha

and Lastly,this is me. =)

blanks

2006-07-20T06:49:00.000-07:00

hey,today had chinese oral. kena screwed upside down by the passage. LOL! seriously la,cannot make it sia.so many words i dono how to read and then its like i cant change wad i wanna say to english or i'll get a big mark deduction for that. so most of the times throught out the whole thingy i was mumbling like.."er..er.." so do you think im fucked? oh yes i think i am! haha!

after the test, went outside to continue to play basketball with ah pang and gang. SEKALI! reach only, all gone except jordan , noel and Yan ren playing A-B-C.. zZz so damn sian.so i just decided to slack a while before going home.before i know that,people came asking to play match.so i thought very fast game over den i went over to join in. kept playing and playing till 4 plus. saw Mr.Singh,so ajar him to play basketball too.

lmao,my team was seriously not good compared to Mr.singh's team BUT,we still won them for 1 set and they thrashed us the other set.haha!

i got gai by singh 3 times. knn. lmao! he like Tower sia. i jump his hand come out pressure me on the floor liao..zZz. but it was fun playing with him la. anyway thats simply all about today.bye

Hail.

In memories...

2006-07-17T04:18:00.000-07:00

this song, is for xh mommy and lut(really la.damn disappointed) hope you get to see this altho i know that i don have the right to say this to you.

chun ni

by: yu chen qing, harlem

man tian de hua yu fen luan luo zai er ji
ni wo chen mo bu hui ying
qian ni de shou ni que ku hong le yan jing
lu tu man chang wu zhi jin

duo xiang ti qi yong qi
hao hao di he hu ni
bu rang ni shou wei qu
ku ye yuan yi

na xie tong de ji yi
luo zai chun de ni tu li
zi yang le da di
kai chu xia yi ge hua ji
feng zhong ni de lei di
di di luo zai hui yi li
rang wo men qu ming jiao zuo zhen xi

mi wu san jin yi qie zhong yu bian qing xi
ai yu tong dou cheng hui yi
yi wang guo qu fan hua can lan zai tian ji
deng dai yi you le jie ju

wo hui ti qi yong qi
hao hao di he hu ni
bu rang ni shou wei qu
ku ye yuan yi

na xie tong de ji yi
luo zai chun de ni tu li
zi yang le da di
kai chu xia yi ge hua ji
feng zhong ni de lei di
di di luo zai hui yi li
rang wo men qu ming jiao zuo zhen xi

man tian fen fei de hua yu
luo zai chun de ni tu li
zi yang le da di
kai chu xia yi ge hua ji
feng zhong ni de lei di
di di luo zai hui yi li
rang wo men qu ming jiao zuo zhen xi

na xie tong de ji yi
luo zai chun de ni tu li
zi yang le da di
kai chu xia yi ge hua ji
feng zhong ni de lei di
di di luo zai hui yi li
rang wo men qu ming jiao zuo zhen xi
rang wo men dong de xue hui zhen xi

fucking dulan

2006-07-15T03:32:00.000-07:00

today damn fucked up. went to play basketball outside school.met luther,weijie and ah pang there.

play play play, den saw lian khai and 2 other girls.so of course! got to know that 2 girls.very friendly people and easily high.=_=..haha!

left for home at bout 5.30+? yeah roughly around that time.since luther volunteered to fetch the girls back so i fetch one of the girl to the other girl's house.no confident tho.but still made it back alive! haha!

we were on our way there, lut buey me.make me cycle alone to the dono wad place.zZz _|_ you lut.

i was going on a ONE way path.you guys know bout the SPC petrol kiosk near our school there right? suddenly one knnb indian mother fucker come out from the exit of the kiosk and go to the entrance of the petrol kiosk.which means he went against current. fucking hell, 2 lives nearly gone sia! i pointed the powerful middle finger at him. he point me back. =_=. HIS FAULT HE POINT ME BACK! at that point of time i wanted him to get out of his car den i go bash him up alr.since i alr kena police case. LMAO! damn bastard sia.

after that reached the place alr, talk cock a while den went home. went reaching home alr,which is at the 500+ there de bus stop infront of me, not so NEAR was a 157 bus. i cycle shiok shiok den suddenly the bus stop in front of my face. knn. i faster brake and since my bike is having road tyres i tend to ski easily as it was raining. so i ski-ed BUT din fall.LOL den i went to the front and i saw a taxi stopping there, i din scold de bus driver..but i cycled to the taxi there.knock on the window and scolded him "fuck you la! cant u put signal before you let someone alight!" he say sorry sorry den drive off. zZz actually wanted to tok some money from him. LOL!

and now im safely at home,told the story to my mom and dad. they said this
"wa! you so fierce ah!" =_= i wanted to tell them "ah bo then, fierce until tio police case." but didn't la. or not now i not typing liao,shud be packing my bags to drew house. LOL

so yeah. this is roughly wad happened to ME!gotta go watch movie now. "Pirates of the Carribean" haha! hope its nice. BYE

Hail.

The word "suay"

2006-07-11T06:53:00.000-07:00

Good evening students! today im gonna enlighten you guys bout the word "suay". LOL!

nah actually is all bout me and myself.yesterday whacked up a guy and today got into trouble
the guy go and complain to his parents like this.

"mommy daddy! today i kena beaten up for NO REASON..T_T i wannnn complain!! =("

simply its something like that,i din even whacked him hard and there he went..boom boom ba!

haiya,i find the most innocent is pang aik.LOL!

ah pang..why u so suay.help settle problem become ownself also tio police case.haiyo.

so yeah,looking at what im typing currently,you guys could make a wild guess yeah?
haha yeah, i got myself into some deep shit.but i din regret it at all. cos its not only for me,but its also for people out there to take this as a lesson!not to be an asshole by not being grateful to what you've got.im grateful for what my parents have provided me.

but wad can i say? im born to make life a hell for them and thats a fact which i cant change.

thats why im suppose to go to hell.lmao

wad luck. ouh well,people wish me happy counselling or probation-ing. LOL!

Hail.

*blanks.......

2006-07-10T04:46:00.000-07:00

argh.nothing much really did happened recently.thats why i din really update!FARHAN NOT I DON WANNA UPDATE!

arif,weijie,timothy and songjun. heard you guys gonna form a band huh?well,good luck and i really meant GOOD LUCK! to you all.have fun jamming and see your money fade away.lmao.!jkjk

but seriously la,be prepared to spend money.why never ask farhan join?he can be orchestra =x LMAO! hor farhan hor?

okay la,when something really happens.i'll let you all know!haha!you guys will be the first to know bout anything that happened to me!

Hail

back

2006-07-02T10:37:00.000-07:00

hey people,sorry for not posting for the past few days. was kinda busy with stuffs and yeah. so here i am finally to update you all! haha! to cut this 4 days short.

it was simply school tuition basketball friends and town.yeah simple but exciting.

have u guys ever seen ninjas in the world? as in right in front of your eyes, having an operation going on? no? den u guys shud have gone down to Chinese garden(the inside one) to have a look.

3 guys, mainly Lian khai(leader) , Chee siong and dixon. were on their way to find spirits as they got nothing better to do at 3am in the morning.We climbed de gate over and we were inside in less den 5mins. we thought we were safe.till i saw TORCH LIGHTS SHINING AT MY HEAD!

all 3 of us looked back! and we saw this security guard shining de torch light at us.den leader shouted."WAH CHEE BYE AH! RUN AH!" so we ran ran ran ran and ran.

we reached a place for us to hide therefore we hid and started to plan our route out. we din wanna stay inside longer because we were afraid they might call the police. so we planned.

and we planned..........

and we're still planning.......

*tink!* leader: eh i got an idea very good one,sure can work one"
Chee siong and I: sure or not? you everytime say can work also never work

and as expected,he brought us to a dead end.
Thanks leader! =)

we started finding a way out! and *tada!* we found ourself an exit! at the white bridge which is at the main entrance of the Chinese garden thingy.(to those people who knows where is it Good for you, cos its gonna be interesting from now on.) to those who dont....sorry.

we started spying on de security guard sitting right beside de door looking at our direction.

we slowly climbed over to the side of the bridge.*remember! SIDE as in anytime can drop into water THAT SIDE! ->| |<- these are the sides!

you can never imagine how much physical str is needed. wa,super buey tahan.we started to make our way to the front trying not to let de guard see us.

suddenly i realised! he DIAO-ING ME! so i diao back and not moving in a super un-comfortable position. Grr!!after a while,he went back to smoke his cigs. *phew*

we waited and waited!

waited and waited(10mins in un-comfortable position)

waited and waited(20mins)

waited and waited(30mins)

FINALLY! he went to the toilet,we faster jump back to the path,climb the roof of a small store room and jumped outta de place onto a grass patch.

we were so fucked up with the guard for making us wait that lian khai asked me to do something for him.

i went to the guard door, den i KICK! damn hard kick a few times. den the guard over there "OI! OI! OI!"

den he come out. " kaninabuey chee bye"

LOL!! it was damn funny and fun la! den after that we all went back to sleep.

Moral of the story.
Do not be afraid by ghost in Chinese garden
Be afraid of their Security Guards.

bye!

Hail.

lame and boring day

2006-06-28T07:25:00.000-07:00

wad the fuckk is going in life? why is everything starting to change? the feeling to go to school.
the feeling to have a good time with my friend.
im starting to become a loner again. i don want useless friends
friends who backstab on me
friends who lets out my secrets
friends who betray my trust

I dont need you guys..
fuckk off my life

first time..the very first time of my life..im feeling stress..the word stress is coming to me.
studies used to weigh nothing in my mind
but now, right after the june hols.
everything came in.
studies started to weigh like wad? 1 ton?
its pulling me down

to my classmates, if i really become very AP all of a sudden. please forgive me alright? im sorry.

to the other 5 of my lovers.darren lut drew yp and cy. if i turn a heavy smoker,don ask.
thank you for being with me alllll along.

but the last time me, its gone. i feel like im changing..but is it thats changing?
argh,i cant think my brains are bursting out. i cant take it anymore

i wanna get shot
i wanna get burnt
i wanna get banged
i wanna get mutilated
i wanna get acidified
i wanna get decomposed

don understand?
Simply speaking, i just wanna die.

is it a call? a call from my Lord
Is he telling me to go back?
or is it just me? im thinking too much

nah it isnt me, it is him!
it is!

at least,i think so.

i realise one thing, i realised this while i was reflecting
cutting or should i say slashing of wrist really works.
not wrist but maybe my whole arm?
yeah it really does works

people who know me will know that i used to hate people who slash their hands
but now,i really agree with them
this shyt really does work.

Physical pain is much better den being emotionally hurt.

im not emotionally hurt.
or maybe i am
but i insist in this.
im mentally ill
not as in being crazy
but im being attacked by too many blows

too many attacks coming at a time
my mind cant take it anymore

first studies
den friends
den comes family
next comes relationship
lastly came my buddy

5....5....5.... 5 fuckking blows on me today.
why must it be me
wad did i do wrong?
was i too bad in my last life?
was i a necromancer or something?

why are shits happening to me and not others.
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck

i don wanna study
but i cant
i don wanna grow up
but i cant
i don wanna lose myself
but i cant
i don wanna work
but i cant

i don wanna live
but why! must i live.

sorry girl, i dono wads happening to me. memories of being 13 is back.

buddy died
27/6/06

See you in hell bro

Hail my Lord.
666

Spain Vs. France

2006-06-27T12:54:00.000-07:00

Its 4am in the morning now, half time for the match Spain Vs. France currently the score now is 1-1 Spain's David villas scored a penalty at 26 min and France's ribery scored at the 41 min.

so far not bad,quite interesting. haha! henry offside 3 consecutive times.=_=. GO SPAIN GO!

i'll post the full time score later! and for now! BYEBYE!

Hail.

First day of school

2006-06-26T07:46:00.000-07:00

hey people! today was the first day of school.=_= and also Be Yourself Day! i wore my favourite suit and went to school! woo!i love the feeling when you walk around the school and everybody was like.. wa....so scary and nice sia. ITS LIKE SO DAMN! BLACK METALISTIC! haha!

everything was going on smoothly until it came!the new time-table..and guess wad PE FALLS ON THE FIRST PERIOD OF EVERY MONDAY! god damit!i wished they change the whole timetable again!its like so damn leh chey la! wear tie somemore! wah sai! anyway,had little lessons today.more of taking pictures and walking around to show off! HAHA!

okay la overall,today's school was quite fun. after school,went to JEC to eat long john and waited for Big WJ to come and meet us.why he met up with us instead of going out with julia? good question! COS OF ONE mother ****er! pulled julia away from WJ..zZz (PUI YEN THIS ONE LET YOU READ!) DON SAY I BACKSTAB YOU! =x haha! i doubt she'll come here and read my blog too. so ouh well! people might say its backstab but i don bother. as long as i don think its backstab cos i asked her to see already. she don wanna see..den..den.. don CARE LA! =x

oh my,first day of school..this is the effects.being more and more vulgar.thanks to who? ANDREW (CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS) haha! anyway,after that went to meet shyam and we went to sit down and smoke and smoke and smoke and smoke and smoke and smoke and smoke and smoke..okay thats enough. so yeah. wad we did was just..SMOKE! =D and chit chat bout stuffs la.

went home bout 6 plus to prepare to take my nap,woke up at 7 plus.eat dinner and off i go to cut my precious hair..=_= my hated pasttime!haha! now my hair so short...=( but the behind still long! woo! =p

now im really tired,after carrying a leg weight walking around the whole of jurong! haha! but i like it! i wanna wear it more often! but i don have boots..T_T

people! tmro i'll post again bout the second day of school! haha! byebye!
GOOD NIGHT!

Hail.

sian sian sian..

2006-06-25T07:35:00.000-07:00

im back! haha! today..is a boing day. woke up by my mom at 12 plus to eat lunch.after that i went to buy my cigs and off i go to drew's house!i wasn't on my way there to play basketball.but!to do homework..=_=..zzz..haha! did our stuffs till like 6 plus? den went down to play basketball a while

after playing basketball for a while,i went to meet my family for dinner which was at taman jurong.Ate macs and shopped at sheng siong! woo! bought quite a number of stuffs. i also stocked up my apollo cakes! hahaha!people who wanna eat please ask me to bring to school! haha!not too many tho.cos i also want to eat!wahahaha!

reached home at bout 8:15?yeah,somewhere around that time.started finishing my work till 10.
and TADA! here i am posting!hahaha!i guess im gonna sleep soon or not tmro sure cannot wake up early one!BUT HOW!!!had been sleeping so late recently!now you want me to sleep early!cannot make it la!

I'll force myself to sleep! altho i don think i can make it.!too excited bout tmro's be yourself day.haha! time to create an IMPRESSION! =p alright im off! off to bed..=_=

Hail.

sleepy sleepy sleepy

2006-06-24T11:01:00.000-07:00

hey everybody.just watched finish Queen of the Damned.haha!damn nice movie.i love it alot.everybody should go and get de dvd and watch.haha!Not advisable to kids who cannot take Gruesome or gory scenes. =x

wad i did today.hmm..well went out in the afternoon.decided to find my girl and friends at tampines for the dirt comp thingy.yeah.BUT damn suay la! just got down de train,decided to light a stick and wait for dem to turn up.but then she called and told me to go there by myself.therfore,i stood at one corner and started smoking away.last puff and i threw it on the ground.JUST NICE! once de bud touched the ground, one guy came to me and showed me this "National Environment blah'blah'blah " wah lan eh! you say suay or not.but okay la also quite lucky he din take my particulars gave me a chance and walked away! woo! took a cab down there, 3 dollars wasted because the thing was actually fucking near la!got down and went to watch de comp thinking it would be exciting.but i was totally wrong! at first everything was quite boring.TILL!a guy did a BACKFLIP!damn it!i wanted to take video!but i thought he wouldn't succeed thats why i din really bother.WHO KNOWS! he succeeded.damn it sia!super wasted.

after that i rode amy's bike with ryan and gang to bedok skate park. haven even start riding halfway, john's tube burst!LOL! enjoy ah john. so john became "emo" =x he started to walk alone to bedok skate park which was quite far away!the rest of us carried on riding towards the skatepark.we reached the place in no time! but it was so damn dark there. play sai?so we decided to go and MAKAN!(damn hungry at that point of time).

went to this super big hawker centre and sat down and EAT! john saw my 1.90 nasi lemak and 1 dollar super big grass jelly.den he ask me where i bought it. i point point point,he "orh" later he come back,de "nasi lemak" got diff dish. i asked him where he bought it. den he point towards de grass jelly store side.

AND!here it says! "3 dishes + rice = $1.80" i thought i kena cheated at first! DEN!i decided to laugh damn hard! cos after that it says! "Vegetarian food"(in faded prints) LOL!! john felt cheated and kept complaining bout the food. it was super super damn funny la.his grass jelly was bought from the same store! but cos they not enough big cups,john got a smaller cup for 1 dollar. LOL! wad luck man.

after makan and smoking big time, we took the train back. they went to chill at batok SP but i went home. as we reached de mrt station with bikes in bike bags! de supervisor come out and say. "both wheels have to be removed from body before entering.=_=.. and after some persuasion from amy! he let us passed. and OFF! everybody goes back to the west side!

now im at home,eyes closing soon.too tired! so yeah! BYE PEOPLE!i'll post again tmro!
GOOD NIGHT!

Hail.

2006-06-23T07:44:00.000-07:00

WA! damn tired!altho it's only for a while.but really used all my energy for the last match before comnig home.wad can i say?i just love basketball!haha!

anyway,tuition was so damn boring just now la.wanted to sleep,but of course,with de help of some idiots in de class,i couldn't.haha!so fast and its friday already.students!2 more days! faster enjoy your life like hell before Studying and Scolding and Stress comes in! Remember! The deadly 3 S.

man,im lame.haha!oh well,but of course lame people will forever be cute.=) won't they?Those who agree please tag and say "yes! dixon is lame and cute!"=x haha! altho school's re-opening soon.But!..i don give a damn,cos i'll still enjoy myself in school.wahahaha!

ouh yeah,i want some feedbacks on the songs!feel free to tag.=)

uh-oh! i forgot to do something important! BATHE! ah! alright,i'll post later on at night..or should i say morning? aiya okay i'll post again later!

ouh yeah.almost forgot.Thanks TUN JIANG!with my blog stuffs! THANK YOU A LOT OF TIMES!

I'm bored..BORED!!

2006-06-22T22:55:00.000-07:00

bored..bored..bored..bored.. ahh!fucked up ah!it's so bored at home la!I'm waiting for shyam to get home from school.but it seems like his taking like 10 years to go home.grr!

tuition's on at 4 later on.fucking hell.so damn spoiler,don even feel like going.and de worst part is that school holidays are ending soon!no more sleeping late,no more smoking at home in the morning,no more meeting of girlfriend for the whole day.wah lan eh!buey tahan,someone..save me!i hate school!not really tho..but yeah! i still hate school!

after tuition,basketball time!woo!wonder who won't be going,those people surely is bang!haha!just as im blogging right over here.MapleStory is having a 4 times exp. day to celebrate its 1st year anniversary.I don't really bother cos i don't play.But!Darren is crazy!his been playing all day!no idea why he so crazy over this stupid game. HAHA! like me..=x

Be yourself day is 2 days away from now.Wahahahahaha!time to create an impression in school.i can feel de excitement in me!hahaha!I'll post the pictures up yeah! =) i'll take loads and loads and loads!so that you guys can enjoy! haha!

Reminder:Please link me into your blog!Thanks a lot people =)

Hail.

Lyrics. Forsaken - Queen of the Damned soundtrack

2006-06-22T11:47:00.000-07:00

hey people. this is the lyrics for the song Forsaken.

David Draiman Of Disturbed---Forsaken lyrics

I'm over it
You see I'm falling in the fast abyss
Clouded by memories of the past
At last I see

Pre1
I hear it fading, I can't speak it
Oh yes you will take my grave
You feeling, finding, always whining
Take my hand now be alive

Chorus
You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one
We walk amongst you feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone?

I'm over it
Why can't we be together and erase it?
Sleeping so long taking off the mask
At last I see

Pre2
My fear is fading, I can't speak it
Oh yes you will take my grave
You feeling, finding, always whining
Take my hand now be alive

Chorusx2

Everyone
Everyone

hope everybody enjoys yeah.=)

Hail.

Opening of my blog Saintanic

2006-06-22T11:24:00.000-07:00

oh my.i cant believe myself.but im actually blogging right here.AH! wad the fuck!haha! suppose cos im too bored.fell asleep just now but woke up feeling super energetic.nothing to do at home,.just watched finish X-men3.wa,damn boring show.my girl's happily drinking away with her friends,so i decided not to disturb her.correct choice made friends?haha!
i guess i shan't carry on writing.Anyway people!If your able to,download this song! Forsaken-Queen of the damned soundtrack,by Disturbed and Korn. some people will enjoy it.Those who don't enjoy?Simple, go to the file.Right click it,den select Delete.=)

Hail